Friday, September 26, 2008

hello hello hello : )
how's everybody?

this week has been really tough ..
my counselor told me that i have to take toefl,
i heard that my grandfather fainted in korea while taking shower,
i don't know how this week went :( wow

this verse gave me strength through this week;
Philippians 4:7 Then God's peace will watch over your hearts and your minds because you belong to
Christ Jesus. God's peace can never be completely understood.

there is only one who listen to me.
when i go to Him, i don't know why but i cry so much..
i feel good that someone is listening to me and i get sad because some people don't know this feeling. they don't know how relieved it is to tell Him everything and put down burdens.
it is a great blessing to have Him : )

my grandma is here :)
i am so glad to see her!
i'm going to spend lot of time with her :)

have a nice evening everybody,
and i'll see you on saturday


Friday, September 19, 2008

hello hello everyone:)
how's everyone doing?
i'm really excited because
my grandmother will be coming america next thursday :)
i can't wait to see her! i miss her so much ..
but something worries me is that my grandmother is not saved.
she goes to catholic church with her friend, i think..
and i think God is giving me an opportunity to evangelize :)
i hope my grandmother can be saved :)

i read 1 peter chapter 1 to remind me retreat at christian academy,
and i read James chapter 5 verse 13 to 20, the page right before 1 peter.
it really touched me, so i'd like to share James 5:13-20 today :)

Are any of you in trouble? Then you should pray.
Are any of you happy? Then sing a song of praise.
Are any of you sick? Then send for the elders of the church to pray over you.
Ask them to anoint you with oil in the name of the Lord.
The prayer offered by thoes who have faith will make you well.
The Lord will heal you. If you have sinned, you will be forgiven.
So admit to one another that you have sinned.
Pray for one another so that you might be healed.
The prayer of a godly person is powerful.
It makes things happen.
Elijah was just like us. He prayed hard that it wouldn't rain.
And it didn't rain on the land for three and a half years.
Then he prayed again.
That time it rained. And the earth produced its crops.
My brothers and sisters, suppose one of you wanders away from the truth
and someone brings you back. Then here is what I want everyone to remeber.
Anyone who truns a sinner from going down the wrong path will save him from death.
God will erase many sins by forgiving him.
wow... it is long :) but it is really good,
i think the reason why it touched me so much is that
my grandmother is not saved, my cousins in korea are having hard time,
and i am having hard time with applying colleges...
these verses encouraged me to pray for them and
it is certain that He is listening to me:)
i'm very relieved and happy right now :D
have a good evening:)
i will see you all tomorrow!

Friday, September 12, 2008

hi everyone :)
how are you today?

i'm not so good right now ..
i am confused T_T
because i just checked college requirements,
average SAT scores, applications ...

anyway, today i read Psalm 32 ..
this chapter reminded me of God's forgiveness
and it is me to confess and ask Him for forgiveness.
sometimes when i sin, i try to avoid God because i feel so shameful..
but then i can't avoid Him because he is everywhere, and i know He is watching me ..
then i realize how foolish i was to hide my sin and try to avoid Him.
i pray to God to protect me from satan and forgive me for what i have done..

one of my problem these day is ....
it is really hard to love or be generous to people
who curses, bothers other, has no respect ...
in my mind, i'm like 'oh, i have to love these people'
but it is really hard .....
i should ask God for more generous or big big heart, right? :)

tomorrow, i'm going to angel school :)
i pray to God that i will be helpful and loving to kids.

see you all tomorrow

Friday, September 5, 2008

i'm back from school now : )
how's everyone doing?
my schedule is not that bad except i'm the only senior in my gym class : (

today's verse is Psalm 4:1
"My faithfyul God, answer me when i call out to you.
Give me rest from my trouble. Show me your favor. Hear my prayer."

few days ago, i was reading my diary and realized that i haven't been praying for angle school people. Shin youn smn went to korea and
before she left, she told me that she might not be able to come back
and i told her that i will pray for her. but i forgot ...
so that day, i prayed for shin youn smn to come back soon.
and guess what! next day, my mom got a phone call from her
and she's back from korea : )
i was really thankful to God that he heard my prayer and responded to me : )

this was before the school start
and from this i get confidence and back to school is not a problem to me
because God is with me : )


i will see you guys tomorrow : )
have a nice evening!