Hope. Love. & Faith.

2009-02-27T15:36:00.000-08:00

hello hello.
how's everyone doing?

i'm doing okay..
lots of work form school...
i thought that seniors don't work at school...
but i guess i was wrong..
it's harder than junior year i think :P

anyway...
i have had hard time
because i heard that my grandfather is sick..
not because of disease
but because of his age...
he does not eat well nor move/excercise..
i've been sad - angry and sad again..

he is not saved..

what makes me angry is that
i can't go over there and tell him the gospel..

and when i read my bible
i get really depressed because
bible tells us about eternity

right now
i'm just keep praying for my grandfather
that he will have a chance to meet someone
who is christian and be saved....

2009-01-30T16:18:00.000-08:00

good evening everyone:)
how are you today?

my computer is not working really well
ah so angry!

anyway..
few days ago,
i read this verse

Romans 8:25

We hope for what we don't have yet.

So we are patient as we wait for it.

eventhough i got into a college that i wanted,
my mom still wants me to wait utill other college acceptances come
so we can decide afterwards..
but i don't want to wait.
i feel like i'm in a rush all times...
and i just want to finish thinking about all these college stuff

but after reading this verse..
i kind of want to know the result whether i am accepted or not
so... yeah...
i decided to be patient and wait with my mom.

it's already feburary!
i can't wait utill my graduation day!!! :D
anyway...
see you on sunday :)
byebye!

2009-01-23T15:21:00.000-08:00

hello hello hello :)
it's a midterm period T_T
how's everyone doing?
is that only me who are not done with it yet?
i still have to take 5 subjects more T_T

today's verse!
Philippians 4:13 I can do everything through Him who gives me strength

let's pray hard
and ask God to give us wisdom and strength
and i'm sure He will :)

2009-01-16T17:14:00.000-08:00

hello everyone :)
this week was tough
because my mom had a surgery this monday
i was scared that the thing that was inside of my mom's body could be a cancer
and there might be a medical mistakes during a surgery....
however, the surgery was successful and
my mom is good now :)

at first,

i was thinking why God do this to my mom

and i actually was very angry and sad

but i could not stop praying because there's no one else but God

after all, i realized that God made my mom found out early

so that she can remove it before it gets worse

i am thankful that He listen to my and everyone's prayer
i am also thankful to all the church people

today, i want to share this verse that was stuck in my heart.

1 John 3:18
Dear Children,
let us not love with words
or tongue but with actions and in truth.

hope everyone will be heathy
and have a great evening with your family :)
see you tomorrow!

2009-01-09T20:46:00.000-08:00

hello hello!
i am so sorry for not up dating my blog :(
during the holiday i spent time with my dad,
i couldn't go to the church because
i didn't want him to feel left alone..

how's everyone doing?
i'm posting this so late :(
because i have a huge project which i did not know ㅠ_ㅠ
it's killing me right now
, but yeah it's kind of fun too
it's about the wedding, future appartment, 3meals for 7days,
and one week vacation

so this whole week,
i woke up at 6: 55 am
and read my bible :)
i'm so happy that i made it!
someday i remember what the chapter was about
and someday i was not able to remeber it so i had to read it again

the verse that i remember the most is

Isaiah 54:10 The mountains might shake.
The hills might be removed.
But my faithful love for you will never be shaken.
And my covenant that promises peace to you will never be broken.
syas the Lord. He shows you his loving concern.

this verse was with me this whole week
at school, at home, and at the bed
and gave me strength when i had a hard time
and when i had a good time :)
His love gives peace to me and
it's very thankful

good night and
hopefully see you tomorrow
there's going to be a lot of snow tomorrow..
drive safely!

2008-12-20T05:43:00.000-08:00

good morning everyone:)
my computer is really wierd:(
it shuts down automatically ....
so i'm writing this again..

anyway..
yesterday, my grandmother went back to Korea..
i hope she could get there safely :)

so today,
i'd like to share this verse with you

Matthew 5:16
"In the same way, let your light shine in front of others.
Then they will see the good things you do.
And they will praise your Father who is in heaven."

since it's end of this year,
i looked back at myself
and i thought that i wasn't a good christian...
so when i read this verse,
i felt bad about myself
and i was sorry to God for not being a good daughter..
i pray that i'll be better daughter next year :)
so people can see my Father inside of me

see you all later:)
hope everyone can come to church safely!

2008-12-05T18:52:00.000-08:00

hello hello :)
how's everyone doing?

well,
i had pretty busy week :)
because my mom went to chicago on monday and
came back today afternoon.
i had to prepare my brother's and my lunch for school
in the morning with my grandmother -this week's mornings were like chaos
i'm really thankful that my grandmother is with me,
and helps me through out this week :)

it was really nice to see my mom back today :)

i had to read Gen. 1:31

God saw everything he had made.
And it was very good. There was evening, and
there was morning. It was day six.

my friends and i were talking about our appearance.
these days, we care about our weight, face a lot
some of my friends are really pretty,
i sometimes envy them and lose confidence about myself.
but, still sometimes i'm jealous,
now i'm happy with myself
and thankful that i'm healthy :)

see you all tomorrow,
and have a good evening:) ♡

2008-11-21T14:32:00.000-08:00

hello hello hello :)
how's everyone doing?
i can't wait until thanksgiving week!

this week was easy and good
i didn't have too much work to do :)

i read 2 Tinothy 2 and
i liked verse 15
Do your best to please God.
Be a worker who does't need to be ashamed.

living in this world is making us hard to
live a life that God wants us to live.
sometimes or many times, we failed to live the way
God wants to live...
but i think we should at least try and
think about how He saved us and loved us ..
that is a strong power that make us able to live like Christ.

have a nice evening and i'll see you tomorrow:)

2008-11-14T16:53:00.000-08:00

Even though I walk through the darkest valley,
I will not be afriad.
You are with me.
Your shepherd's rod and staff comfort me.

Psalm 23:4

i have college application due tomorrow...
i should have finished it but... yeah.... :(
the question is - what is the best advice?

i am going to write about Isaia 41:10 which is my favorite verse :)
but i am kind of worried that
what if the reader is not a chirstian ....
but if h/she is not chirstian then
i hope that person could come to christ by reading my collge essay :) haha

God is with me and i am not going to worry about it >_<

see you all tomorrow!

2008-11-07T14:13:00.000-08:00

hello everyone:)
how are you all?

i have 2 school days off this week :)
it is good to have off days but i get lazy :(

i've been really bad daughter this week...
i don't know why but i keep getting anoyed by my mom..
i feel so bad right now...

5th commandment is honor your father and mother
but i don't think i'm keeping that commandment so well...

so this whole week,
i've tried to look for verses that are related to parents
and tried not to be so angry at my mom...

the verses that i most liked are from Proverbs 6:20-23
My son, keep your father's commands. Don't turn away from your mother's teaching.
Tie them to your heart forever. Put them around your neck.
When you walk, they will guide you. When you sleep, they will watch over you.
When you wake up, they will speak to you.
Your father's commands are like a lamp. Your mother's teaching is like a light.
And the training that corrects you leads to life.

at first after reading this verse, i was not really feel sorry for my mom for being a bad daughter..
but after awhile, i realize how good she was to me
she was the one who always be with me
and helps me go through hard times...

i love my mom
but i don't know
why is it so hard to be nice to her :(

tomorrow is our prayer meeting!
but i can not go because
my friend asked me to come to her church's praise night.
so i'll see you all on sunday :) ♥

2008-10-31T16:01:00.000-07:00

good evening :)
how 's everyone doing?

2 hours ago, two girls came to my house.
they were so cute :)

On Wedensday,
on the radio in the morning,
this song came out

I can only imagine What it will be like

When I walk By your side

I can only imagine What my eyes will see

When your face Is before me

I can only imagine

Surrounded by Your glory, What will my heart feel

Will I dance for you Jesus or in awe of you be still

Will I stand in your presence or to my knees will I fall

Will I sing hallelujah, will I be able to speak at all

I can only imagine

When that day comes

And I find myself standing in the Son

I can only imagine When all I will do

Is forever Forever worship You

I can only imagine

my brother and i sang together that morning,

because he goes to different church,

i am worry about his faith in Christ..

eventhough it was a short song,

i was able to feel that we are going to the same place: heaven :)

2008-10-24T17:13:00.000-07:00

hello hello hello :)
how's everyone doing?

this week went great until i found out my SAT scores :(
i got my SAT scores this thursday,
and i was very anxious that i had hard time fall into sleep.
i pray to God that He will be with me and guide me.

anyway,
when i went to Aelee's house last saturday,
Stephen's mom read this verse
(1 Thimothy 4:11) In the same way, their wives must be worthy of respect.
They must not say things that harm others.
In anything they do, they must not go too far.
They must be worthy of trust in everything.
this verse has been in my mind through this week.
even though i'm not a wife of someone,
when i am with my friends, all of a sudden, we talk about other girls how their clothes, SAT scores, behaviors are.
but this week, this verse kept occuring to my mind,
so i stayed quiet in stead of saying something about others.

i wish we could have a prayer meeting this week.... :(
have a nice evening and saturday!
and i'll see you all on sunday :)♥

2008-10-17T18:36:00.000-07:00

hi everyone :)
how's everything going?

this week went so fast..
this whole week i had worried about my chemistry test...
but i took a test on thursday, i probably didn't do well on it but still.....
i was so happy that this chapter is over haha :D

today, i read Psalms 29 and i like verse 11
The Lord gives strength to his people. The Lord blesses his people with peace.

i think it is just really ture...
He is the one who gives strength and peace
these two are really important i think
they are hard to get ....

and i'm really thankful that God's given me these two :)

i want to go to church tomorrow to clean up...
but my mom's sick and i don't have a ride....
i hope people who are going will have a nice time
with american church people:)

love you all
and see you on sunday!

2008-10-10T12:12:00.000-07:00

hello everyone:)
how's everything going?

this morning, i went to school,
and i had headach and stomach, so
i came home back...
i slept until 2:30 and i'm feeling better now :)
i hope no one gets sick!

today, i read proverbs 16 and
i really like verse 9 In your heart you plan your life.
But the Lord decieds where your steps will take you.
since i'm a senior and i think about my future more often than before.
i plan for my future and hope that this is what God wants me to do ...
but i'm worried that what if this is not what God wants me to do...

i pray to God that he'll guide me to a right path
and he'll give me a wisdom :)

hope everyone'll have a nice friday :)
see you all on sunday!
bye bye ♡

2008-10-03T13:28:00.000-07:00

hi everybody :)
it's finally friday heehee
and i am taking SAT tomorrow T_T
wish me luck :) haha

it is really nice when people comment on my post :)
i get strength from it :)
thanks >_<

i read 1 Thessalonians ..
and i remember this verse: Always be JOYFUL :)
even though i sometimes have hard times...
i always try to think positively,
and i am actually good at it :) heehee

have a nice friday night :)
and i'll see you tomorrow! byebye

2008-09-26T17:45:00.000-07:00

hello hello hello : )
how's everybody?

this week has been really tough ..
my counselor told me that i have to take toefl,
i heard that my grandfather fainted in korea while taking shower,
i don't know how this week went :( wow

this verse gave me strength through this week;
Philippians 4:7 Then God's peace will watch over your hearts and your minds because you belong to
Christ Jesus. God's peace can never be completely understood.

there is only one who listen to me.
when i go to Him, i don't know why but i cry so much..
i feel good that someone is listening to me and i get sad because some people don't know this feeling. they don't know how relieved it is to tell Him everything and put down burdens.
it is a great blessing to have Him : )

my grandma is here :)
i am so glad to see her!
i'm going to spend lot of time with her :)

have a nice evening everybody,
and i'll see you on saturday ♡

2008-09-19T18:08:00.000-07:00

hello hello everyone:)
how's everyone doing?
i'm really excited because
my grandmother will be coming america next thursday :)
i can't wait to see her! i miss her so much ..
but something worries me is that my grandmother is not saved.
she goes to catholic church with her friend, i think..
and i think God is giving me an opportunity to evangelize :)
i hope my grandmother can be saved :)

i read 1 peter chapter 1 to remind me retreat at christian academy,
and i read James chapter 5 verse 13 to 20, the page right before 1 peter.
it really touched me, so i'd like to share James 5:13-20 today :)

Are any of you in trouble? Then you should pray.

Are any of you happy? Then sing a song of praise.

Are any of you sick? Then send for the elders of the church to pray over you.

Ask them to anoint you with oil in the name of the Lord.

The prayer offered by thoes who have faith will make you well.

The Lord will heal you. If you have sinned, you will be forgiven.

So admit to one another that you have sinned.

Pray for one another so that you might be healed.

The prayer of a godly person is powerful.

It makes things happen.

Elijah was just like us. He prayed hard that it wouldn't rain.

And it didn't rain on the land for three and a half years.

Then he prayed again.

That time it rained. And the earth produced its crops.

My brothers and sisters, suppose one of you wanders away from the truth

and someone brings you back. Then here is what I want everyone to remeber.

Anyone who truns a sinner from going down the wrong path will save him from death.

God will erase many sins by forgiving him.

wow... it is long :) but it is really good,

i think the reason why it touched me so much is that

my grandmother is not saved, my cousins in korea are having hard time,

and i am having hard time with applying colleges...

these verses encouraged me to pray for them and

it is certain that He is listening to me:)

i'm very relieved and happy right now :D

have a good evening:)

i will see you all tomorrow!

2008-09-12T19:13:00.000-07:00

hi everyone :)
how are you today?

i'm not so good right now ..
i am confused T_T
because i just checked college requirements,
average SAT scores, applications ...

anyway, today i read Psalm 32 ..
this chapter reminded me of God's forgiveness
and it is me to confess and ask Him for forgiveness.
sometimes when i sin, i try to avoid God because i feel so shameful..
but then i can't avoid Him because he is everywhere, and i know He is watching me ..
then i realize how foolish i was to hide my sin and try to avoid Him.
i pray to God to protect me from satan and forgive me for what i have done..

one of my problem these day is ....
it is really hard to love or be generous to people
who curses, bothers other, has no respect ...
in my mind, i'm like 'oh, i have to love these people'
but it is really hard .....
i should ask God for more generous or big big heart, right? :)

tomorrow, i'm going to angel school :)
i pray to God that i will be helpful and loving to kids.

see you all tomorrow ♡

2008-09-05T12:31:00.000-07:00

i'm back from school now : )
how's everyone doing?
my schedule is not that bad except i'm the only senior in my gym class : (

today's verse is Psalm 4:1
"My faithfyul God, answer me when i call out to you.
Give me rest from my trouble. Show me your favor. Hear my prayer."

few days ago, i was reading my diary and realized that i haven't been praying for angle school people. Shin youn smn went to korea and
before she left, she told me that she might not be able to come back
and i told her that i will pray for her. but i forgot ...
so that day, i prayed for shin youn smn to come back soon.
and guess what! next day, my mom got a phone call from her
and she's back from korea : )
i was really thankful to God that he heard my prayer and responded to me : )

this was before the school start
and from this i get confidence and back to school is not a problem to me
because God is with me : )

i will see you guys tomorrow : )
have a nice evening!

2008-08-22T12:07:00.000-07:00

hello
i finally made blog : )

this is harder than xanga,
but i hope i will get use to it !

i read polly's posts and thought that it's really nice ♡
i am not good at writting but i will try .. : 0

this is my first time writting this so,
i want to share my favorite verse which is isahia 41:10

" so do not afraid. I am with you. do not terrified. I am your God.
I will make you strong and help you. My powerful right hand will take good care of you.
I always do what is right. "

i love love love this verse : ) ♡
sometimes i get depressed because of my family, friends, SATs, colleges,
and i don't know what to do
but whenever i feel this way i just read this verse
it makes me think that He is always with me
and this is a huge encouragement for me
it just makes me smile : )

only 1 week is left before school starts
are you guys ready? : )
see you all on saturday !